16/07/2013 | Writer: Kaos GL

Emy Fem, a trans sex worker in „Germoney‘, wrote her feelings after the killing of Dora in Kuşadası, Turkey.

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Emy Fem, a trans sex worker in „Germoney“, wrote her feelings after the killing of Dora in Kuşadası, Turkey.
  
I wrote this piece, cause DORA ÖZER was killed in her home in Kuşadası on 9 July. I don’t know that person but everytime I hear that a person is killed cause she is living in similar situations in some cases like me, I’m fucked.
 
I am priviliged. I have a passport of this fucking transphobic Germoney. You could read my real name in it and I have officially the correct gender. It was hard work for me, but it worked out. I have a health insurance which pays a little bit of the things my body needs and I have a European passing. I am privileged. But I also pass as a trans person and noone is asking if it’s correct and I am a sexworker, which is a big part of my life.
 
My parents fucked in Germany, so I am officially alive in this transphobic country. Other parents fucked in Turkey and their daughters got killed in transphobic Turkey. Many trans-feminine persons are sex workers in Turkey cause they have no other chance. Like me.
 
Fucker! You fuck with us cause we are cool and sexy. You kill us cause you hate us! We are no humans. Nearly nowhere. Cool to fuck with, but you are also cool for earning money with.
 
Fucker! You are Cismale. Normally. I don’t please you to see me on your level cause I don’t wanna be on your level. Give me your fucking money and I am friendly to you. Sweatheart.
 
hate hate hate
kill kill kill
 
hate hate hate
kill kill kill
 
hate hate hate
kill kill kill
 
hate hate hate
kill kill kill
 
No tolerance to this. Transphobia is everywhere but many persons with a trans*passing have the privilige to survive like me but I’m a survivor too. My privileges didn’t saved me against violence.
 
Fucker! Listen to us, read what we write, see what we are performing, think about our words and respect our places.
 
Being active
Not victim
Shit on your victimblaming
I am a whore, what else!
I work as trans* and I am a femme
I am a survivor
And I am proud on all this points
Like many of my colleagues and friends whom you don’t kill
Don’t wanna be one of you fuckers!
Piss off! Fly to the moon or kill yourself. I give a shit on you! Fucker.
I don’t need your fucking transphobic hate crime system!
Life without you is cool. It could be respectful and sexy.
So, goodbye fucker!
 

Emy Fem, Berlin 2013 


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